01.
You've taught me and showed me many things. You've taught me I can love, that people can care about me. You showed me the feeling of being in someone's arms when they mean the world to you. The feeling of compassion. So many wonderful things. Thank you for that. You've also showed me that people break promises, that people don't always hold true to their word. You've taught me that you can love someone more than anything in the world, yet hate them just as much. That just because someone says something, that doesn't mean it's true. You've showed me how bad it hurts to have the guy you love and thought loved you push you away and treat you as if you are worthless. You've showed me wonderful things just as well as horrible things. I do thank you for both. You've now prepared me for the harsh world I am entering. People who say they care, but don't always. Thank you for teaching me early.
02.
Truth is, sometimes you scare the shit out of me. You make me feel as if I'm not alone. Yet, I know any minute you have the ability to rip that feeling from me. Truth is, I love you, and that in itself, is scary enough.
03. I'm not sure if I'm happy or completely lost right now. Definitely a little lost, but aren't we all? I have no idea what I'm doing in my life, or where I'm going. And I think I'm okay with that right now. For the first time in a while, I noticed that I've changed. Maybe for the best, maybe not. But does it really matter? When we change, we can never go back. Each day is a chemical reaction, you can tell something has happened because it can never go back to what it was. A new substance has formed; the process cannot be reversed.
04.
Eventually, whatever is it that was getting
us high stops feeling good and starts to hurt.
They say you don't kick the habit until you end up rock bottom.
But how do you know when you're there?
Because no matter how badly something hurts us,
letting go hurts even more..
us high stops feeling good and starts to hurt.
They say you don't kick the habit until you end up rock bottom.
But how do you know when you're there?
Because no matter how badly something hurts us,
letting go hurts even more..
05. I was sheltered by my parents, work and school. I walked out into the world and saw things I`d only read about. I learned the hard way. It was scary, but I saw I had two choices - sink or swim. I swam. And discovered I could actually make it to the shore, all on my own. Not that I wasn`t frightened or didn`t experience moments of panic. I did.
06. You can't hold onto something that you broke, didn't fix, and isn't there anymore.
07. I wanted to be the person he told things to. I wanted him to think I was pretty, I wanted him to be reminded of me by stuff I liked - pistachios and hooded sweatshirts and the Dylan song "Girl from the Nort Country" - and I wanted him to miss me when we were apart. I wanted him to feel, when we were lying in bed together, like he couldn't imagine anywhere better.
A conversation is a risk. A real conversation changes the people who have it. It's about exchanging ideas, considering other opinions, shifting positions. That's why conversations are so difficult: you risk changing yourself, admitting you were wrong, coming to appreciate the other person's perspective.
Breathe in and out, you are loved.
09.
Some strangers become more important to you than family. Maybe because you’re not expected to love them. You can leave them whenever you want to. Every moment together is a choice.
I want things to be more than okay. For you to say what you mean and mean it. I want this tension, this awkwardness to be gone. I don't want you, that ship sailed. I just want something other than this.
10.
The saddest kind of sad is the sad that tries not to be sad. You know, when Sad tries to bite its lip and not cry and smile and go, "No, I'm happy for you"? That's when it's really sad.
The saddest kind of sad is the sad that tries not to be sad. You know, when Sad tries to bite its lip and not cry and smile and go, "No, I'm happy for you"? That's when it's really sad.
- John Mayer
11. This is for the girls who don't always win. The girls who stay up all night listening to music that inspires them. The girls that laugh, smile, cry and think all on a daily basis. The girls who love, learn and regret. The girls who may never have it easy. The girls who learn the hard way to live and tell about it. The real girls.
12.
Second chances. Girls take more of them than guys do. Why? I blame Disney building up these false hopes, making me believe I can have my Prince Charming. We believe that one day we are going to be saved and that one day, a boy is going to come and change our whole lives around in the most perfect way. In the movies there's no other woman and there's no deception. There's just a happy ending where conditions and circumstances don't apply. So what are we to do when our hearts get broken? The logical thing to do is move on but despite lying, the cheating, the crushed dreams, and the painful memories, there's a speck of hope. A little, itty bit piece of out hearts that's begging for the fairytale, screaming that we let him try again. So we do. We cry and bite our tongues, hoping that this liar in aluminum foil will finally become our knight in shining armor. Hoping that this time he'll be able to make us feel safe.That's why we break so easily, our fairytale dreams are places on real boys. Boys who need to be saved.
Second chances. Girls take more of them than guys do. Why? I blame Disney building up these false hopes, making me believe I can have my Prince Charming. We believe that one day we are going to be saved and that one day, a boy is going to come and change our whole lives around in the most perfect way. In the movies there's no other woman and there's no deception. There's just a happy ending where conditions and circumstances don't apply. So what are we to do when our hearts get broken? The logical thing to do is move on but despite lying, the cheating, the crushed dreams, and the painful memories, there's a speck of hope. A little, itty bit piece of out hearts that's begging for the fairytale, screaming that we let him try again. So we do. We cry and bite our tongues, hoping that this liar in aluminum foil will finally become our knight in shining armor. Hoping that this time he'll be able to make us feel safe.That's why we break so easily, our fairytale dreams are places on real boys. Boys who need to be saved.
13.
When you are a little kid, you are a little bit of everything - artist, scientist,
athlete, scholar. Sometimes, it seems is like a process of giving those
things up, one by one. I guess we all have one thing we regret giving up.
one thing we really miss. And we gave up because we were too lazy. We
couldn't stick it out. or because we were afraid.
athlete, scholar. Sometimes, it seems is like a process of giving those
things up, one by one. I guess we all have one thing we regret giving up.
one thing we really miss. And we gave up because we were too lazy. We
couldn't stick it out. or because we were afraid.
14.
I know that there are some things about yourself that you think you would like to change. But you should know that there's someone out there who's gonna like you for everything you are, including those parts of you that you don't even like. Those are gonna be the things that person likes most.
I know that there are some things about yourself that you think you would like to change. But you should know that there's someone out there who's gonna like you for everything you are, including those parts of you that you don't even like. Those are gonna be the things that person likes most.
14.
It's been a tough year. For all it's worth, I still keep your phone number at the bottom of my purse between the sticks of gum and the reasons why I don't call anymore, just in case you change your mind.
15.
I remember, right before we broke up, you were leaving the football game. And you kissed me, something you always did before you left. Then, as you were going to walk away I grabbed your arm and kissed you again. Long, and I made sure it was perfect. It's weird. It's almost as if my heart was telling me, "this is going to be your last kiss with him. So kiss him again."
I remember, right before we broke up, you were leaving the football game. And you kissed me, something you always did before you left. Then, as you were going to walk away I grabbed your arm and kissed you again. Long, and I made sure it was perfect. It's weird. It's almost as if my heart was telling me, "this is going to be your last kiss with him. So kiss him again."
GREY'S ANATOMY
Meredith Grey: You know how when you were a little kid and you believed in fairy tales, that fantasy of what your life would be, white dress, prince charming who would carry you away to a castle on a hill. You would lie in bed at night and close your eyes and you had complete and utter faith. Santa Claus, the Tooth Fairy, Prince Charming, they were so close you could taste them, but eventually you grow up, one day you open your eyes and the fairy tale disappears. Most people turn to the things and people they can trust. But the thing is its hard to let go of that fairy tale entirely cause almost everyone has that smallest bit of hope, of faith, that one day they will open their eyes and it will come true.
02.
Okay, here it is, your choice... it's simple, her or me, and I'm sure she is really great. But Derek, I love you, in a really, really big pretend to like your taste in music, let you eat the last piece of cheesecake, hold a radio over my head outside your window, unfortunate way that makes me hate you, love you. So pick me, choose me, love me.
03.
04.
We met at this bar, remember? We met and we, um, you said I'm just a girl, and I said I'm just a guy, and we started this thing. We started this thing. You didn't know anything about me. The good, the bad, the wife. You didn't even know my name. You didn't know me. I want you to know me. I want to start over from the beginning. So, hi, I'm Derek Shepherd.
04.
Sometimes reality has a way of sneaking up and biting us in the ass. And when the dam bursts, all you can do is swim. The world of pretend is a cage, not a cocoon. We can only lie to ourselves for so long. We are tired, we are scared, denying it doesn't change the truth. Sooner or later we have to put aside our denial and face the world. Head on, guns blazing. De Nile. It's not just a river in Egypt, it's a freakin' ocean. So how do you keep from drowning in it?”
05.
Izzie:I know people die. People die in front of us every day. But Meredith will survive this. I believe - I - I believe in the good. I believe that it's been a hell of a year, and I believe that in the face of overwhelming evidence to the contrary, we'll all be okay. I believe a lot of things. I believe that - I believe that Denny is always with me. And I believe that if I eat a tub of butter and no one sees me, then calories don't count. And I believe that surgeons who prefer staples over stitches are just lazy. [to George] And I believe that you are a man who made a terrible mistake marrying Callie. And I believe that because I am your best friend, I can tell you this and we can be okay. I believe that even though you made this mistake, you will be okay. I believe we survive, George. I believe that believing we survive is what makes us survive.
06.
Izzie: An hour ago he was proposing. And now . . . and now he's going to the morgue. Isn't that ridiculous? Isn't it the most ridiculous piece of crap you've ever heard?
07.
Alex: I know you like teaching and that's great, but you need to start treating real patients, with real surgeries. Because once they see you as weak, it's over. And Izz, you can be a great surgeon. We could be great together. You just, you gotta stop screwing around. Because I don't wanna be the future of this hospital if you're not there with me. Okay?
08.
Izzie: I care about you. I care about you. And I'm not gonna go crazy, and I'm not gonna try to kill myself. And I'm not gonna stop caring about you, no matter how hard you push me away.
Alex: Shut up and get out of my room.
Izzie: No. I care about you. And I know you care about me too and it's not too late for us.
Alex: Get out of my room.
Izzie: Admit it. Admit that you care about me too. I know you do. And I care about you. I care about you. I care about you. I care about you. I care about you. I...
Alex: Shut up and get out of my room.
Izzie: No. I care about you. And I know you care about me too and it's not too late for us.
Alex: Get out of my room.
Izzie: Admit it. Admit that you care about me too. I know you do. And I care about you. I care about you. I care about you. I care about you. I care about you. I...
09.
In some ways, betrayal is inevitable. When our bodies betray us, surgery is often the key to recovery. When we betray each other, when we betray each other, the path to recovery is less clear. We do whatever it takes to rebuild the trust that was lost. And then there are some wounds, some betrayals that are so deep, so profound, that there's no way to repair what was lost. And when that happens. There's nothing left to do but wait.
10.
Meredith to Cristina: Stop whining! This is your wedding day, you will go down that aisle and you will get married! If I have to kick your ass every step of the way to get you there... you will walk down the aisle, you will get married. Do you hear me, Cristina? We need this! We need you to get your happy ending...
